Me, myself and I

Let's face it...

I have not been taking the necessary time to escape from reality.
Time to relax, time to revamp, recharge, refocus.
Because of this...there are a few aspects that are suffering.  My sanity.  My family.

My number one IS my family, which in the last several months, I am sad to say have had way too many "grouchy mommy" moments.  Way too many "just a minute, while I finish this."  More than enough "be patient, Mommy is almost done."  Too many feelings of Mommy is too busy for me right now.  Too many emails, too many contracts, too many phone calls, too much paperwork, too much follow up, too many meetings.
Mommy is stressed and therefore, my number one feels it to full extent.  MY FAMILY WILL COME FIRST.  My wonderful husband, he is patient, thank heavens, or I'd be up a shit creek.  Enough said.  He doesn't deserve that.  He deserves the real me.  Not the overstressed model.  My Beauties deserve all of my attention...all of the time.  Which is the Mommy I always hope to be and try to be.  But I feel like I am failing.
Simply stated, I have too much on my plate.  I need an overhaul.  I need to get back to what is the most important to me.  Because that man and those four little girls are all that TRULY matter in this life.

So what does that mean?  Well I guess it's time that me, myself and I have a sit down.