Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Slow Down Sugar

Matt told me tonight I need to slow down.  I need to take the time to see the small things.  To take in the big picture.  To take a minute and breath and try to relax.  He is more right than he even knows.  I really don't do that very well.  I feel overwhelmed and exhausted.  I feel like I work and work and work and never accomplish much.  I am constantly doing.  It is true that I have a busy schedule.  I am a wife, a mother of four small children, I work inside the home and outside the home too.  I love my life.  But I do feel like I am drowning most days.  Am I everything I need to be to everyone who needs me?  I try to be.  I really truly try to be.  Does my husband know how much he means to me?  Does he really?  Do my Beauties know how blessed my life is because they are mine?  Do they know how much I love them?  Do they know I would sacrifice myself for their happiness and well being?  I wish there were some easy solutions to all the to-dos.  I know that there aren't.
I want to feel accomplished and successful.  I want to be the best I can be at everything in my life, but most of all the best to my husband and to my daughters.

1 comment:

Lisa said...

I love you sug. You are an amazing woman and I'm glad I get to skate with you. Keep on keepin on, I believe in you.

-Deadsies.