Tuesday, June 2, 2009

Poor Decision

Do you ever think and think and think about something. Weigh out all the pros and the cons and then make the decision, only to find out, the hard way, that you have made the wrong one?
Well...we made the wrong one. A huge wrong one. Duke is a great puppy...he really is. However, the last week has been horrible at our house. A Disaster.
The littlest Beauties are not adjusting to him at all. They are scared to death of him still after a week. They cry and run to me every time he even looks in their direction. They cry no puppy every morning and all day long. We are trying everything to try to make it work, but I fear that it is not going to. I am so overwhelmed I want to cry. Well okay I have cried a lot actually. I am so angry with myself.
We called the breeder and asked if we could bring him back, of course he said no. I am at a loss. I put an ad on craigslist. I am in tears. I feel so stupid. I feel defeated and most of all I feel like a bad Mommy for making the decision that Matt and I made, thinking it was time for a dog in the house. I pray that we find a good home for him.

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